LOVE is just 4 letters without meaning when you were a child but when you are a teenage you will say that love is a different thing that would be together between you and him or her

I LOVE THIS FEELING

After all my strength is gone,
In you I can be strong

Cause you make me stronger

If you text it I'll delete it
Let's be clear

I wanna make this feeling clearer and try to forget my Hopeless Dream

And that was the day that I promised
I’d never sing of love if it does not exist.
But Darling,
You are the only exception.

I can singing while playing my guitar if you want

But I’m a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts

Teach me so I can be better for loving you

There's a heart that must be free to fly,

I wanna be free fly out from you

The only thing that are hearts are made of
Are the acts of forgiveness and love

Our heart are made of forgiveness and love

I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving

That's all my dream

I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

Why must I love you ? Why I can't erase this feeling

Wish that I could show him what I'm feeling
Cause I'm feeling My First Love

I realize First Love Never Dies

Now life has killed the dream I dreamed

just write for expressing my heart and do for what I want now :)

is it a cool Editing Photo ?

I uploaded that images when I was chatting with Aloysius in FaceBook. He told me that he had bought a new digital camera. And then we share our experience with camera. We love Photography, and I love editing Photo.
I taking some pictures not only wear a DSLR but I've ever used Digital Camera and then I'll edit that picture with Photoscape or Photoshop.
haha oke this Posting is for Aloysius :D
is it a cool Editing Photo ?

I'm Back

Hello guys, I'm back now. It's time for bloging properly.
Sorry for the late response, it just because I'm busy with all OSIS task. But I've done and finished it someways ago. Anyway, how are you reader ?
I wanna ask you some question …
What's the most you like for going on in a your favorite country ?
I don't know how.. But, the first country that might I visit is Singapore and the Second is America
I love that place very much. Maybe because I have some friends there.
Please God, tell me how can a Little Girl visit her favorite country to meet her best friend that never meet before ?
I really want to visit that countries.

Precious Moment

8 days again we'll meet "Valentine day"
when everyone express their feeling to their couple :)
is there any prince that will come and give me a special chocolate ? *I Hope it :D
please granted of my prayer God :(
I hope this "Valentine Day" will be a precious moment :(
Please send me a Prince that I wait since yore :(

- P L E A S E G R A N T E D M Y P R A Y E R , DEAR GOD -

Every part of life

I'm not regret for what I did yesterday
Thanks God for now
And I'm praying all the best for my future

Because

Yesterday is history , now is a gift and tomorrow is mystery

And I believe

Tomorrow will be better

We're same in God Eyes

Sometimes ago I've chatted with some one who's name is ********. She comes from Sweden with 15 years old. She called her country as "Bird Country". I don't know why she call like that. When I'm chatting with her in omegle. I ask her about what account that she has. I ask her about FB, Skype and blog. Then, she answers "No, I don't have, it's not for me". Then, I replied, "Why, why do you answer like that?"
She : "Because, I don't have a friend"
Me : "Haa ? You kidding right?"
She : "Seriously, I'm not normal"
Me : "Haa ? What do you mean by not normal ?" (I'm confusing what can I replied for her)
She : "Yaa, I'm not normal"
Me : "Oh, so sorry sis. I don't know .. Sorry I make you sad :("
She : "Ya, never mind. Because I'm glad now. Haha, finally I have a friend instead"
Me : "Yaa, we're best friend know"
"Don't worry sis, this is the best way for you from Dear God"
God know all about justice"
She : "But, why he given bad life for me?"
Me : "No, no , no .. Keep believe. Life is something beautiful for us"

Yaa, above dialog is very short. Give thanks to Allah, because I have a normal life with beautiful smile and tears. Have a lot of good friends make me feel "I'm Luckiest person in the world"

I won't apologize for who I am

I think God always have the best planning for me. I believe it. Remind me when I'm doing something wrong. Always remind to love my self, for being my self and love my world. I realize, I'm not perfect.
I ever got angry, destroy something that I hate. But this is me, I Love what I'm doing now. Yaa, and I'll always love every part of my dream,
I hope ….. You wish … and we'll have it together :)

an Eternal Friendship

I'm still little girl , I just can built my self with my beloved friends
I just can changes my world, supposed by my friends
yaa , and let me show you about my long distance friend :
not too little , maybe it mean I have many friends from social networking :
Check this out :
1. Anastasija Karadzdova
(I love her very much, she has long hair with white skin, she's 12 years old, but I think she is my very very the best friend. I know her for the first time from FB, then we got a chatting, telling each other about school, food, best friend and so on there. I've ever telling her about my feeling inside. haha , we're bandini. She loves volleyball. Oo, she can talk in Indonesian)

" I Take this snapshot when we're chatting in skype "

2.Sara Krstevska
( I know her from Bandini, Bandini is a group that made by anastasija in FB. Sara is anastasija's classmate. they're best friend.but she can't speak in indonesian) Never mind

3. Lelchy
( yaa, almost same with sara, Lelcy is anastasija's friend.) She's beautiful, and she has boyfriend in her young age. :D

4. Paulo
( I know him from omegle, then he ask me for my skype account and my FB. I give him my ID. from omegle, we got a lot of chatting in skype. sending some conservations on there. I asking him many question, so I can conclude : He's 15 years old from Brazil, Paulo is a kind boy that has an unique hobby, yaa his hobby is playing game online. But, his sister said, he's a hard worker too haha :D *He hasn't a girlfriend, I mean not yet )
But, sorry I can't upload his image because I don't have his picture hehe :D )

5. Luke
( Luke is my good friend from skype. yaa he's 15 years old, he comes from australia. for the first time I know him from skype, he said "I'm Pretty Girl" :* thank you Luke )

6. Aloysius
(yaa haha, he's my skype friend. He comes from Singapore with 16 years old. I often sending a lot of conservations on skype. Then, we got chatting too in FB. He's a chinese. He want to continuing his school to army. but now, he's working in bossini shop. Aloysius also a kind man.


and many other again, but I think it's enough to show you some my friends from social networking. I always hope, God confront us. I definitely praying all the best for them. one sentence you must know if "I LOVE THEM VERY MUCH" :*
Thanks for being my good friend :)

Thanks God for everything you given to me , past now or maybe for my future :)

Nothing lasts forever

Come on Aubrey, you must look for your future
Some day, you will meet the day .. when everyone must be .. Dying and leaving you alone
And let's see when the day is coming, you must be able to do something
Keep believe, all you can do is the best
Keep your faith strong

I realize :)

Classroom Jokes

Haha , get easily laughing for awhile because classroom jokes, made by My English Teacher who’s name is Miss Yetti :DD
There are some my classmates who can't understanding some jokes. So, they can understand if there is someone who want to translated it into Indonesia .. But, I think it still funny

Every time you laugh :D

You're same as ..

your eyes, your skin, your hair .. all you have physically same as he. you remind me all that he has. But I don't know about your heart your feeling .. and I always hope you can have same as he too ..
because , if you're have all that I want from himself .. so , it mean I can found his soul inside of you :)

[ I found you in himself ]

I wanna let this memories live in my life

[My heart are still with you]

Close your eyes , but open it for me
Keep your heart's melody silently
Close your heart , but keep your mind
You should open your love
Just for me
Everything you do .. It just for me
Take time's chance to waiting my regret life
My soul always with you
But my life never been yours
Cause you're not mind again
But please , at least keep stay with our memories yesterday
If you try for closing our memories, it mean you also trying to kill me sweetly
Where ever you go , you always have your own way to go out from my life
Back to her heart, make her life full of happiness
God must be know, it will be the best way for us
Thank you so much and good bye
Have a nice life with her and your new life without me


*Let me keep stay with our memories here*

I remember

I remember when we're just know each other. Never thinking if it can be more than just I know.
I remember when I help you , I remember when you smile and talk to me
But , that time you have a girlfriend.

And I always remember when you chat me on FB , you say "Heloo " then you ask me anything. And anything impossible
We're best friend , but know .. We're just know each other :)

English posting :)

Yes , I'm Aubrey , I'm student of RSBI Junior School .. What different from RSBI and Regular ?
Maybe about the uses of languange and facilities :)
Of course , I always try to studying English again and again
And It's time to show you about my English ability , Nobody's perfect , so if you find some mistakes you can comment this posting okeey :)

This is my first time to use English languange , to write a post in my sweet blog :D
Okee , but I think this underneath are important to read :


Some people describe me like this :
Check this out :)
Me : can you describe me , how do you think about me ? I look like ?

Some friend answer my question , but too much of them that don't answer me

They answer like this :
You're beautiful girl *I don't think like that
You're awesome *I'm just an ordinary girl
You're perfect *I believe you lie , because nobody's perfect
You're friendly *I'm confusing
You're just an ordinary girl *just an ordinary ? Do you feel I don't have an excess ?
You're patient * I don't think so , because sometimes I angry too :D

Many answer of their mouth , and I think it just bullshit . Just to keep my feeling , just for satisfying me
Except my mother's answer : you're Aubrey
And when I hear that, spontaneously I laugh :D
And I answer like this to my mom : yeah , good answer and I think it's right , "Everybody know that I'm Aubrey"


But I have a good answer for my question :
"I'm just a little girl , I'm growing up , and I try to be a good person .. Try to make my world better again"
And the important of my world is "I try to found so many good friend , and I DON'T NEED AN ENEMY"
Always try study from my wrongness



Readers , How about you ? Do you thinking me like that or maybe you have some opinion
Let me know about it …
I never angry with you okeey :D

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Holiday Time in *Sawah* :D

I'm your imagine :D